Nina Gordon
Tonight And The Rest Of My Life


  1. Now I Can Die
  2. 2003
  3. Tonight And The Rest Of My Life
  4. Badway
  5. Horses In The City
  6. Hold On To Me
  7. New Year's Eve
  8. Fade To Black
  9. Number One Camera
  10. Got Me Down
  11. Too Slow To Ride
  12. Hate Your Way
  13. The End Of The World

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Now I Can Die

he takes me everywhere he goes and he goes everywhere he
likes to try on all my clothes but not my underwear and he
never hates me just wants to levitate me now i know the
secret of the world i am the girl and he is the guy i never dared
to be simple and wise he opened up my eyes i understand
everything and now i can die he gives me everything he's got
and he's got everything he calls me on the phone a lot he's
got a special ring yeah he really loves me sweethearts and
turtledoves me now i know the meaning of that word i'm not
trying to say that i don't want to live 'cause i do i've got more
to take i've got some more to give you know i do but if
tomorrow my number should be called i won't be sad i won't
feel bad at all 
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2003

hey baby why'd you turn away i was about to say
something baby i thought would make you smile
at least for a little while oh well baby that's the
way it goes right from my head to my toes and
you're the first to know that i've got a brilliant
plan i hope you understand i want to meet in
2OO3 i want to see what the future can bring to
me and when i do i'll meet you here my darling
and when i'm free i'll be waiting where i said i
would be my love will you wait for me what
we've found is such a precious thing that's what
i 'm trying to sing but before i lose my nerve i
better write down these words 'cause i don't
know what you heard and you know that i won't
change my mind i made a promise to be true let
them say that it's a selfish game but i don' t play
with anyone but you 
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Tonight And The Rest Of My Life

down to the earth i fell with dripping wings
heavy things won't fly and the sky might catch
on fire and burn the axis of the world that's why i
prefer a sunless sky to the glittering and stinging
in my eyes i feel so light this is all i want to feel
tonight i feel so light tonight and the rest of my
life gleaming in the dark sea i'm as light as air
floating there breathlessly when the dream
dissolves i open up my eyes i realize that
everything is shoreless sea a weightlessness is
passing over me everything is waves and stars
the universe is resting in my arms  
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Badway

the pinch one inch half a head and half dead no
pain no gain there's a million voices in my brain it's
like a game of hide and seek and i play every day i
close my eyes and i count to ten one two three and
everybody runs away i'm in a bad way it's such a
bad way can't you give a damn on a better day i
can't come out to play when i'm in such a bad bad
way purple leather makes it better a purple coat or
a purple sweater clothes make the girl i know but i
can't get dressed when i'm this low i'm like a self
made hand grenade but i can't pull the pin i set the
bait and sit back and wait then i try to see if i can
reel you in little peach little blue a little water and
i'm as good as new i want to swallow all of you but
i'm biting more than i can chew 
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Horses In The City

they walk the horses home at night right by my
window they pull their carriages along busy city
streets it's from another time it's like a lullaby but i
don't think that i can sleep tonight so i count the
streetlights i count the stars i make a wish and
wonder where you are i wonder if i'll live long
enough to feel again help me 'cause i'm falling out
of grace i hang my head and hide my face i don't
know what it is i just feel out of place like horses in
the city i played the game i dropped the ball i lost
another friend i gained a future but i can't see
where the future ends i'd write a letter or write a
song but once again my voice just comes out
wrong i wonder if i'll live long enough to sing again
but they don't seem frightened as the cars go
speeding by so why am i so terrified to close my
eyes tonight i'm just afraid there's no time no time
this time they walk the horses home at night right
by my window they pull their carriages along busy
city streets i wonder if they'll live to run without the
reins again  
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Hold On To Me

we're the same and you don't even know it
we're afraid and we try not to show it and you're
tired and i am too so there's only one thing you
can do you've got to hold me and tell me what
you need don't be afraid of what you' re feeling
when you know me then i'll never want to leave
you just hold on to me when we're apart i still
feel together i still believe in a thing called
forever but we're drifting apart it's true and it's
breaking my heart in two we'll drive away where
no one can find us it's time to leave those dark
days behind us in my dreams it's always you so
there's only one thing we can do  
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New Year's Eve

normally i'd be french-twisting my hair and
selecting the right earrings to wear it's a special
evening for most normally i'd be proposing a
toast but not this year because i'm here the
party's all around me you're there indifference
has found me i know it's not in fashion wearing
heartache on your sleeve but i'm here and
you're there so who cares what i wear on new
year's eve normally i'd be knee-deep in
champagne i'd kick my heels up until neighbors
complain it's a glamorous evening for most
normally i'd be upstaging the host but not this
year because i'm here the party's all around me
you're there indifference has found me i know i
should have dressed up but i just can't make
believe now i'm here and you're there so who
cares what i wear on new year's eve if you're
flirting with some other girl tonight i'm not flirting
with some other guy i keep thinking how last year
at midnight you blew me away with the resolution
that you made i'm here the party's all around
me you're there indifference has found me and
tonight before the ball drops i'll grab my coat
and leave i'm here and you're there so who
cares what i wear on new year's eve  
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Fade To Black

and it feels like a movie 'cause i've done
something heavy now i'm all alone and you know i
like it well i wish i was older i could hold my liquor
then i 'd blow your cover instead of my own
'cause there's nothing i can do to prove that i
still love you and i think i hear my friends through
the walls i'm gonna fade to black i think i'm
gonna fade to black i swear to god i'd take it
back but it's just no use what's done is done i
can't blame anyone but me everybody's out
there without me they're not even talking about
me flying out of the city and they don't even miss
me four days in the haze of the biggest mistake
i've ever made and now i've got to get out of
this place 'cause everybody knows even the ones
who don't 
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Number One Camera

number one camera so here i go i know this feeling
awfully well i could build a camera custom made
to tape record the smell of the perfume that we
used to share until you spilled it on the floor what
more could anybody ask for i remember you in
polaroid the glitter and the glue and all that noise i
should probably sort of miss you but i see you all the
time in polaroid up up and away in my beautiful
cliché i have wasted too much precious time
pretending i'm o.k. i better get out of the kitchen
next time when i can not stand the heat my feet
were colder than the hebrides we were bored
there was nothing else to do playing records and
posing in the nude it was dirty mind so it was cool
and i always thought i'd know you everybody knew
the score they knew they could not trust us but i
could peel you like a pear and god would call it
justice i guess there's nothing left to do but live
with just the memory of you i do in sixties pink and
light blue  
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Got Me Down

and this is the way it's going to be i gave him
away and now i'm free but he was the life i
meant to lead there's nothing left of me but this
is my melody and why must the night crawl by
like this and why do we dwell on what we'll miss
i've got to be careful what i wish my happiness
was his but this is my goodbye kiss he got me
down and now i'm only singing for my health got
me down and now i can't get up myself got me
down turn around and tell me when it's over and
it's time for me to get up off the ground and
there's really nothing left to say but this couldn't
wait another day 'cause something confusing
but o.k. has got me in its sway and this is my
getaway and though i try to hear you now i think
we've built a wall of sound between us and
though you know i love you still i think we've
both just lost the will 
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Too Slow To Ride

from the moment i arrived until the day that i
died i was selfish and slow too slow to ride by
your side i was so afraid that i began to fade now
another bright has turned to gray and someone
else's light will take my place and though i'm
getting used to the aftertaste you know i miss
your eyes i miss your face and when the sun went
dead and the moon was up ahead i finally
figured out what i should have said to you then
and no one is to blame but we'll never be the
same there's no use in trying i can't be what i
was 
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Hate Your Way

i hate your way i don't care what you say i hate
your way i don't care and i 'm only half there so i
don't care they can cut me down 'til i'm the talk of
the town i'm a fool for you had to sell my soul but
you were so rock and roll i'm a fool for you i hate
your way a little more every day i hate your way a
little more and i could leave but what for a little
more and it's wicked to be so stupid man it's stupid
to be so dumb i'm getting crooked i can feel it i
can feel it in my bones  
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The End Of The World

Why does the sun go on shining 
Why does the sea rush to shore 
Don't they know it's the end of the world
'Cause you don't love me any more 

Why do the birds go on singing 
Why do the stars glow above 
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when I lost your love

I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everything's the same as it was 
I can't understand, no, I can't understand
How life goes on the way it does 

Why does my heart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you said goodbye

Why does my heart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you said goodbye
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